The Calm After The Storm...

After my husbands blow up Friday night which ended with me spending the night crying, feeling horrible and sleeping on the couch, I get home tonight around 11pm after working all day and go straight to our bedroom to change. Then I started picking up the house. He ended up catching me while I was in our room and playing Mr. Nice Guy, rubbing my back, trying to cuddle with me and hug me. Of course I was pretty stand-offish. I feel as tho im owed an apology, and I wanna hear the words "im sorry". Until I hear those 2 magic little words im gonna feel like he thinks its okay to treat me as horrible as he did during that fight. I feel very disrespected. He made me feel totally worthless, very small and extremely hurt. I need an apology in order to repair some of that damage! Am I wrong here? Am I being petty? To me playing all nice Saturday night doesnt mean hes off the hook and everythings okay now. I wanna know that he knows the way he treated me and the things he said were very hurtful. Is that so wrong?

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